I've arrived
Happy Sunday family! Lately I have been fighting the urge to DO. For me, February was all about resting without shame or fear. Because I deserve that! But also because I've jumped into a new timeline and this version of me finally understands that forcing action only puts me out of alignment. ALOT of (good) change has been going on for me the past 2 months but that doesn't mean I'm not still fighting certain urges and thought patterns-It is year of the 9 ok we are still working on closing out major cycles (read year of the 9 blog if you're confused). I'm in this new timeline but part of me is still looking back and holding on to the past out of fear, and part of me is still like ok whats next? I'm lacking the presence to realize I just accomplished something amazing and something I've been working towards. My whole life changed in 24 hours. from one moment to the next my reality changed drastically. GOOD CHANGE. So this month, MARCH, is all about:
- changing my perspective and realizing it's already here, I'm already here, I have arrived.
- letting go of the past, because i'm holding on out of fear to fail in this new timeline and as this new version of myself
- rest, pause, and trust
Because whats next isn't supposed to be here yet. My mind wants a plan but my soul is saying "trust me. just be here."
I wanted to talk about human design charts because the information i learned from mine blew my mind and actually helped me understand the concept of receiving and not DOING was true for me.
There are 5 different human designs: generator, manifesting-generator, manifestor, projector, and reflector.
I am a generator. A generator is meant to wait for opportunities to present themselves and when they do, I'm supposed to ask myself "does this feel satisfying?" "does this excite me?" "does this energize me?" but the key point is I am supposed to allow the opportunities to present themselves, I am not meant to go looking for them. This information made everything click for me, because I was always looking for them before and it led to me frustration and burn out.
On social media we hear so many different opinions on ways to live and achieve our dreams, and live more abundantly, manifestation, hustle culture, how to heal, how to eat ETC!!! this can be so overwhelming and Its why i preach self-awareness, so you can scroll on social media and be an authority of your own truth. An example being: if your human design is a manifestor, the way a generator operates in waiting for opportunities isn't true for you. And if a random person on tiktok is preaching the way to reach your dreams and goals is to wait for opportunities and you digest that as true for you whole time they're a generator and you're a manifestor- manifestors are here to initiate and create, they don't need to wait for anything. I found my human design chart information so valuable, especially in this moment of my life.
Heres a link to find out your human design chart if you're interested (its so much more information than just being a generator or a projector etc) https://www.myhumandesign.com/get-your-chart/ I screenshotted my results and put it in chatgbt and asked it to tell me about my chart lmao
Anyways, I hope March is good to you and you find joy in the present. <3 talk soon x